I'm a little late noticing this thread. very interesting. I've toyed with the idea of going all out with getting "ripped" etc.
Do you know what I've noticed though? The female bodybuilders don't actually look grotesque at all if they're not flexing and posing y'know?
So, maybe your alpha male would actually quite like the extreme bodybuilder in you - he just doesn't know it yet....
go for it!!
(minus the testosterone...until maybe after menopause
)
maybe we could start a little M&S Girls Get Ripped competition?
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starting point: 5'3" -ish, 105 -ish lbs.
current: 112 lbs. - ish
goal: 125 ish lb muscley confidence in a bikini